KellyKiyut

IRIS TURNS 1 YESTERDAY!!

WOW!!!time really pass us by!!!i cant believe that my li’l angel turns 1 yesterday!!!when i got back from Terengganu…she is walking towards me already!!!woo hoo…..thats the best a mom could ask for from their babies!!I mean…it really is something that you’ll treasure your whole life!!!

Seeing my baby……from her first day in this god’s gracious world!!how tiny she was then…..GOD IS GREAT to have thought of all these when He created us all!!! My Iris….her foot was only the size of my thumb now is almost the size of my palm……her fingers….then could not even hold my fingers now holding her own spoon to feed herself……my baby who was then dependent on mommy’s milk….now is eating all she can grab on her own!!my baby….who cannot lift her own head then but now is walking towards me!!i think to myself…this is how my parents must’ve felt!!this is why my parents do what they did and still doing!!!

My Iris…..I dedicate this to you…..you are my angel……mommy and abah’s LOVE strengthener….you certainly are our PRIDE AND OUR JOY!!!!

Here i am in a free internet center somewhere in Besut!!*Thank God Its Free*huhuhu…well…i think its going to be an annual affair for me to update my own blog…look at now….the last time i checked in was last year…huhuhuh….

ok…what the h*?l am i doing in Besut??It is all DPA thingy….seriously…..3 weeks is just way too long for anak angkat programme….anywhere and for any reasons pun!!despite me having problems being away for far too long from Iris….it is just creating an uncomfortable environment around the new family’s house as well….

1st week is ok…and yes probably it’ll be too short…2nd week…yup we got it already…and now we havent even enter the third..merely finishing the second….and voila!!!theres whisperings around the house….and we start to feel uncomfortable to go out and do just what we were supposed to do!!!!!how are we suppose to face the coming week??

Forget about that…returning to the main issue here….me missing my li’l angel….seriously….i miss her so much…who doesnt!!only god knows how hard i prayed that all this torment will soon come to an end…and today…its official that i have been away from here for 12 days!!!Baby…mommy miss you!!

The sad thing is…my mom sms me and told me Iris has taken her first 5 steps on her own…and im not there to see it with my own eyes!!!alamak baby iris!!mommy missed ur first step!nevermind…once mommy come back…i will take you to the park okay sweetheart?!!..

I MISS YOU BABY IRIS!!